Hate it when it happens to me

“Hey, I’ve got some idea to write down and I think it’s a good thing to be brought up.” 57 words later. “Nah, that idea is often discussed and a lot of good writing are already out there. Why do you even bother?”

Have you ever feel that way? It’s nearly always happen to me. Sometimes I want to blame my confidence but that means I’m blaming others and not myself (I know it doesn’t makes sense but please bear with it.) And actually blaming myself won’t solve anything. So, what do I do? As a soon-to-be engineer, it’s my duty to find a solution for myself.

This blog is already 2 years old and not much post I write because that kind of block. Yeah, I’ve actually found the solution but I often forgot where do I put it. Luckily, I brought it with me this time…. Wait a minute, where do I put it just now? Insert your imagination here. Ah.. There you are. Meanwhile, I’m trying to read it what I’m going to tell you.

So, there’s a lot of reason why I don’t have the confidence about my own writing skill. One of the reason is because I’m not have my own writing style yet. It’s not consistent to be precise. The other reason is sometimes, I don’t know why I’m writing. When I read my early post, I said it to myself, I write to know myself and sometimes I write just because of other thing such as gaining follower, likes or views and it’s not completely wrong but I often write about what people likes or believes not what I likes or believes. I know it sounds like I’m egoist. I used word ‘I’ a lot though. And there’s reason that sometimes I don’t feel my post is good enough. Yeah, it’s almost equal with the previous reason but this is more about the comparison to the other. There is still 98 reasons why I do not believe in my own writing skill but let’s skip the rest because it’s not that important and I’m sure you wouldn’t want to read it.

First of all, to overcome that kind of block is surely having a confidence in your own writing style. Maybe the paragraph is disordered, maybe the vocabulary that used is still limited, or maybe you afraid that people didn’t understand and all of them are normal. Embracing it as your own style is he first step. Improving is the next and I suggest that you don’t switch it. Know your strength and weakness then you know what do you need to do to fix the weakness. Perfect is boring afterall so don’t be ashamed of your style. Some of us will like it.

Second, know your reason why you are writing. Not about the topic that you will write or how will you tell your story, but your reason why you are writing. Do you write just for fun? Do you write to argue? Do you write to inspire? Do you write to warn people? Anything would do but knowing it is important.

Third, it’s the easiest I guess is to believe some random guy will stumbled upon your story and he will like it. Maybe it’s not this year or next year and if you’re not that patient, you could increase your chance by increasing the amount of your post and read some tips how to get reader (re:fans).

And that’s all the tips that I got from the solution, maybe I will buy a new one because it’s a little outdated but I hope it helps you. Or maybe some comment about the tips will help me too.

Infinity and Beyond

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“To infinity and beyond..!!” Buzz Lightyear said. Easier said than done, doesn’t it? I believe everything is possible when we could imagine it.

3 and a half years ago, we graduated from high school. We barely know a thing and don’t even imagine we have a life purpose. We registered at some community service to fill up our vacation before we got in to college. No one recognise us at that time. We were a hardcore introvert or some people call it socially awkward.

Now, we’re achieved many things. Well, we’re not that overly achieved anything. It’s just unthinkable that we would reach this point at these days. Being a experienced moderator in some small event but still standing up in front of a lot of people need a lot guts, don’t you agree? Some of our friends thought we’re a friendly person and that’s a huge positive to think.

Until this point, maybe we sounded out of topic but here’s what we want to tell you. Infinity is overrated, infinity cannot be quantified and that’s why it is overrated. Being better than yourself in the past is easier. Then what infinity and beyond means? In our opinion, it’s talking about breaking the limits. Correct us if we’re wrong but infinity is usually associated with limit and beyond means beyond the limit, so Buzz Lightyear is actually telling us overcome our limit.

via Daily Prompt: Infinite

Do you agree? Tell us what do you think.

A Year is just a year

Don’t you find it amusing when new year got nothing to do with our life but we celebrate it like it’s someone’s birthday or maybe more than a birthday party though. We didn’t even celebrate earth’s birthday. Heck, we didn’t even know when she’s born scientifically.

New year symbolize start of new period time. Or well, you could say that the earth has successfully revolves around the sun once more. A new hope, a new momentum, a new resolution, renewed dream, renewed purpose and etc are often appeared during new year’s eve moment. We’re not saying that it is wrong. We’re not the one judging here. But, resolution, dream, or hope could be made anytime and you could start to achieve it anytime too.

“Wars come and go, but my soldiers stay eternal”

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Of a million sentences out there, somehow this quotes make it to our head and pop out suddenly. We don’t know how it connected to a new year but let’s say people’s life don’t based on new year but on their birthday. Okay, you’re getting out of your track. We mean let’s say that wars are happening randomly with a random period and let’s pretend that wars in this context is our conflict in each of our life then my soldiers is our soul, it stays together with us.

Maybe the conflict itself didn’t need to be problem, it could our path to our success, or some random things severing our life. You could solve it anytime if you starting to solve it or you could working on your dreams anytime you want. Maybe not that literally but you could achieve your dream if you start it. No one knows you will get it but everyone knows you won’t reach your goals if you didn’t start it at all.

Anyway, Happy New Year. Should have start it with a happy mood in the new year, ain’t we? Do you start your new year with a positive attitude?

via Daily Prompt: Year

It’s Us: This is Awkward

 

Sees Daily Prompt: Anticipation

“Okay, so what kind of experience that we would like to tell them?”

“Hmmm… ohh… Do you remember the one we do some field work in the remote area?”

“Yeah, yeah… that was hillarious. Let’s write that one.”

5 minutes later…

“I don’t think they would like that one. They don’t really understand what we’re talking about.”

“You’re right. So what story that we should write then?”

“How about our ruined plan?”

“Which one? You know almost all of our plan was ruined.”

“Let’s see. The one that we ruined it beautifully. Ah… That day when we woke up really really really late.”

“We want to tell them to not to be paranoid… Nice idea.”

10 minutes later…

“I don’t think I’m ready for people to know that kind of our sins yet. I mean, we’re not that kind of good guy but I’m really unprepare for them to know our dark side.”

“Tell them partially then.”

“They won’t get the point, you know.”

“Hmmm… So what should we write? I feel I need to write this time.”

“Let’s write about this time. It’s a prompt afterall. People won’t anticipate this kind of writing, don’t you think.”

“You’re a genious buddy.”

“Indeed, we are genious.”

“Anyway, feel free to drop by. Here’s our first story It’s us #1 and I know that it didn’t make senses but you are free to judge and suggestion is fully welcomed.”

via Daily Prompt: Anticipation

It’s not the point

“What do you think I should do?” is a kind of question that is the most hard to answer for us. We often stop and ask them back what kind of answer would they expect and they usually answered with “it’s pretty obvious, isn’t it? I would like to know your opinion.” We answer and explain it why we would say that, but guess what’s next? They shot down our opinion like ‘Hey, you asked our opinion and there goes my opinion. Why do you think we need to hear out your opinion too.’

The worst part is we debate over opinion which is really really unnecessary. We’re missing the main point. We’re missing the part why do we ask for opinion.

People or my friends actually often ask the wrong question. Sometimes they and us didn’t even know what kind of answer that we’re looking for. Rather than general question, sometimes it’s more appropriate asking opinion about the plan itself or looking out for support or justification though.

Well, actually some of them turns out to be a good discussion. Some of the rest were not really wasted but could be a better discussion if started with a good question.

Do you have the same experience? Don’t be shy and comment below.

Every day

Day and night pass just like that. As we got older, a day become short and shorter. Have you ever wondered what happen with you. Younger version of ourselves didn’t see that we would reach this point too. Yeah, we know that we’re still 21 but still, we didn’t expect we will be a friendly introvert we know that it sounds weird, but we cannot find properer word than this.

Anyway, let’s get back to the topic. As we got older, a birthday become more ordinary. As we got older, our expectations got higher unconsciously. As we got older, our life become more complicated. As we got older, we become more skeptical. Have you ever wondered why would that happened.

There’s a lot of things happen each day without our realization affecting our life. No, there’s no one to blame there. It’s a cycle. All we can do is live, enjoy and appreciate all the things happen to our life. We cannot choose things that will happen but we can choose how do we respond to it.

Well, what do you think? Do you agree with our opinion? Please comment below.

Life of an egg

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“Hi, my name is Bob. Soon, I will be a chicken egg. The time has come. Prepare yourself cause I’m about to rock your world.” Thought Bob. Bob really excited when he got laid but seconds later, his vision darker and it’s getting warmer. He screams as loud as he could but he didn’t know that he is brooded by his creator or so-called mom. He counting the days until he got a chance to adventure into the world. Some day he see sunrise and sunset and the other day he spent in full darkness. 3 weeks later, he feel unwell. Something’s cracking and then another creature pop out from his body. He is really shocked at the moment and lose his consciousness forever.

In response daily prompt frail


Thanks for dropping by, I’m really craving for some suggestion to improve this post. This is kind of my first flash-fiction story so I hope you like it 😀