Merah hijau biru kuning
Perlahan tapi pasti
Merah hijau biru kuning
Perlahan tapi pasti
“Why do you write in an upside down paper?”
A lot of our friends ask us a lot about that habit because it’s the one that seems obviously weird. At first, we explain why we do it and now it’s just a habit. If we traced it to the past, perhaps it is one of our turning point of being a freak. Not that freak but we’re not that normal though. The upside paper remind us to not follow the society just because ‘that is how they have done it’ and it’s not breaking the rules.
Writing in an upside down paper taught us that it’s just a meaningless habit, isn’t it? Nope, it is some small habit but habit define who you are, habit define the way you live your life. Maybe it’s small but there’s a creature called butterfly which could make huge storm (we’re talking about butterfly effect). Slow and steady step is usually more important than a sprint. Usain Bolt won his third consecutive olympic 100 metre gold medal last year. Seems a huge achievement but do you know how much he train before he sprint in an Olympic race just for less than 10 seconds. As for us, our university college and our junior sees us as a genius but they don’t know how much book we’ve read and how many things that we’ve learned along the semester. It’s not how long that you’ve studied but it’s how long that you’ve learned, people usually study for the test and not learn it for the rest of their lives because they thought that it won’t be useful for them. They’re not really wrong but society nowadays are missing a point, learning is mainly about the process and good result is one of the side effect if you learn in a good way.
Let’s say you learn math and their hell of equation. Almost all of us could agree that we couldn’t apply it in the real life but then is learning math is useless? As you can guess, the answer is no. Why? Because learning math taught us to think logically.
Lastly, maybe it’s not related to the previous paragraph or whole of them but we want to say that none of your effort is really useless. Maybe it’s look meaningless but it will help you magically because you know life is a mystery.
“Hey, I’ve got some idea to write down and I think it’s a good thing to be brought up.” 57 words later. “Nah, that idea is often discussed and a lot of good writing are already out there. Why do you even bother?”
Have you ever feel that way? It’s nearly always happen to me. Sometimes I want to blame my confidence but that means I’m blaming others and not myself (I know it doesn’t makes sense but please bear with it.) And actually blaming myself won’t solve anything. So, what do I do? As a soon-to-be engineer, it’s my duty to find a solution for myself.
This blog is already 2 years old and not much post I write because that kind of block. Yeah, I’ve actually found the solution but I often forgot where do I put it. Luckily, I brought it with me this time…. Wait a minute, where do I put it just now? Insert your imagination here. Ah.. There you are. Meanwhile, I’m trying to read it what I’m going to tell you.
So, there’s a lot of reason why I don’t have the confidence about my own writing skill. One of the reason is because I’m not have my own writing style yet. It’s not consistent to be precise. The other reason is sometimes, I don’t know why I’m writing. When I read my early post, I said it to myself, I write to know myself and sometimes I write just because of other thing such as gaining follower, likes or views and it’s not completely wrong but I often write about what people likes or believes not what I likes or believes. I know it sounds like I’m egoist. I used word ‘I’ a lot though. And there’s reason that sometimes I don’t feel my post is good enough. Yeah, it’s almost equal with the previous reason but this is more about the comparison to the other. There is still 98 reasons why I do not believe in my own writing skill but let’s skip the rest because it’s not that important and I’m sure you wouldn’t want to read it.
First of all, to overcome that kind of block is surely having a confidence in your own writing style. Maybe the paragraph is disordered, maybe the vocabulary that used is still limited, or maybe you afraid that people didn’t understand and all of them are normal. Embracing it as your own style is he first step. Improving is the next and I suggest that you don’t switch it. Know your strength and weakness then you know what do you need to do to fix the weakness. Perfect is boring afterall so don’t be ashamed of your style. Some of us will like it.
Second, know your reason why you are writing. Not about the topic that you will write or how will you tell your story, but your reason why you are writing. Do you write just for fun? Do you write to argue? Do you write to inspire? Do you write to warn people? Anything would do but knowing it is important.
Third, it’s the easiest I guess is to believe some random guy will stumbled upon your story and he will like it. Maybe it’s not this year or next year and if you’re not that patient, you could increase your chance by increasing the amount of your post and read some tips how to get reader (re:fans).
And that’s all the tips that I got from the solution, maybe I will buy a new one because it’s a little outdated but I hope it helps you. Or maybe some comment about the tips will help me too.
“To infinity and beyond..!!” Buzz Lightyear said. Easier said than done, doesn’t it? I believe everything is possible when we could imagine it.
3 and a half years ago, we graduated from high school. We barely know a thing and don’t even imagine we have a life purpose. We registered at some community service to fill up our vacation before we got in to college. No one recognise us at that time. We were a hardcore introvert or some people call it socially awkward.
Now, we’re achieved many things. Well, we’re not that overly achieved anything. It’s just unthinkable that we would reach this point at these days. Being a experienced moderator in some small event but still standing up in front of a lot of people need a lot guts, don’t you agree? Some of our friends thought we’re a friendly person and that’s a huge positive to think.
Until this point, maybe we sounded out of topic but here’s what we want to tell you. Infinity is overrated, infinity cannot be quantified and that’s why it is overrated. Being better than yourself in the past is easier. Then what infinity and beyond means? In our opinion, it’s talking about breaking the limits. Correct us if we’re wrong but infinity is usually associated with limit and beyond means beyond the limit, so Buzz Lightyear is actually telling us overcome our limit.
Do you agree? Tell us what do you think.
Don’t you find it amusing when new year got nothing to do with our life but we celebrate it like it’s someone’s birthday or maybe more than a birthday party though. We didn’t even celebrate earth’s birthday. Heck, we didn’t even know when she’s born scientifically.
New year symbolize start of new period time. Or well, you could say that the earth has successfully revolves around the sun once more. A new hope, a new momentum, a new resolution, renewed dream, renewed purpose and etc are often appeared during new year’s eve moment. We’re not saying that it is wrong. We’re not the one judging here. But, resolution, dream, or hope could be made anytime and you could start to achieve it anytime too.
“Wars come and go, but my soldiers stay eternal”
xXx: The Next Level
Of a million sentences out there, somehow this quotes make it to our head and pop out suddenly. We don’t know how it connected to a new year but let’s say people’s life don’t based on new year but on their birthday. Okay, you’re getting out of your track. We mean let’s say that wars are happening randomly with a random period and let’s pretend that wars in this context is our conflict in each of our life then my soldiers is our soul, it stays together with us.
Maybe the conflict itself didn’t need to be problem, it could our path to our success, or some random things severing our life. You could solve it anytime if you starting to solve it or you could working on your dreams anytime you want. Maybe not that literally but you could achieve your dream if you start it. No one knows you will get it but everyone knows you won’t reach your goals if you didn’t start it at all.
Anyway, Happy New Year. Should have start it with a happy mood in the new year, ain’t we? Do you start your new year with a positive attitude?
Sees Daily Prompt: Anticipation
“Okay, so what kind of experience that we would like to tell them?”
“Hmmm… ohh… Do you remember the one we do some field work in the remote area?”
“Yeah, yeah… that was hillarious. Let’s write that one.”
5 minutes later…
“I don’t think they would like that one. They don’t really understand what we’re talking about.”
“You’re right. So what story that we should write then?”
“How about our ruined plan?”
“Which one? You know almost all of our plan was ruined.”
“Let’s see. The one that we ruined it beautifully. Ah… That day when we woke up really really really late.”
“We want to tell them to not to be paranoid… Nice idea.”
10 minutes later…
“I don’t think I’m ready for people to know that kind of our sins yet. I mean, we’re not that kind of good guy but I’m really unprepare for them to know our dark side.”
“Tell them partially then.”
“They won’t get the point, you know.”
“Hmmm… So what should we write? I feel I need to write this time.”
“Let’s write about this time. It’s a prompt afterall. People won’t anticipate this kind of writing, don’t you think.”
“You’re a genious buddy.”
“Indeed, we are genious.”
“Anyway, feel free to drop by. Here’s our first story It’s us #1 and I know that it didn’t make senses but you are free to judge and suggestion is fully welcomed.”
“What do you think I should do?” is a kind of question that is the most hard to answer for us. We often stop and ask them back what kind of answer would they expect and they usually answered with “it’s pretty obvious, isn’t it? I would like to know your opinion.” We answer and explain it why we would say that, but guess what’s next? They shot down our opinion like ‘Hey, you asked our opinion and there goes my opinion. Why do you think we need to hear out your opinion too.’
The worst part is we debate over opinion which is really really unnecessary. We’re missing the main point. We’re missing the part why do we ask for opinion.
People or my friends actually often ask the wrong question. Sometimes they and us didn’t even know what kind of answer that we’re looking for. Rather than general question, sometimes it’s more appropriate asking opinion about the plan itself or looking out for support or justification though.
Well, actually some of them turns out to be a good discussion. Some of the rest were not really wasted but could be a better discussion if started with a good question.
Do you have the same experience? Don’t be shy and comment below.
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